Yoga. I love Yoga. It has literally changed my life-transformed it. I started practicing seriously last summer, and finally decided to take classes this summer. What a great thing that was. It has taken my love, my ability level, my confidence, and passion for it, to a greater depth than I thought possible. But now classes are over and I'm struggling to create my own home practice. This is something I want, something that is very important to me to create, to have, to be a part of. I think once I'm not in limbo anymore, once school has started and I'm not at home all packed up, that it will get easier. I am having a hard time creating routines I guess you could say, and then making them lengthy. I don't want to rely on books and videos. I want to learn how to create a flow, and I guess thats what I will be teaching myself over the next 11 weeks.
Sometimes I get very discouaged. One moment I can go from being so confident in myself, in my art, to the next being completely distraught, as though I'm left on the side of the road with nothing. And that is why I cannot sleep tonight.
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